pain 
     deepsearing 
     ripping the fabric of conscious 
     truth 
     laid bare 
     to eyes that refused the vision 
     heart 
     fluttering 
     lost within vast emptiness 
     breath 
     struggling into lungs 
     biting back shrieks 
     eruption 
     sound spewing angrily against uncaring walls 
     no escape the pain 
     soul's death 
     misery in it's final throes 
     blackened edges 
     swirling darkness overtaken 
     screaming in torment 
     of the knowing 
     screaming as it shrivels 
     defeated 
     trust broken 
     cold 
     inching deep into the center 
     folding into the arms of self 
     cradled 
     taken to baren breast 
     alone 
     defeated 

kali